Trying 2 Live My Life 2 The Fullest

Each day I wake up wondering how I am going to make it through the day. And at night I wonder if it’s my last. The pain is excruciating and the guilt of what I’m putting my family through is overwhelming. But I continue to fight on. Trusting that this too will pass. I find myself reading Psalms 71 over and over again, for in my lifetime Yahuah my Elohim has proven to be my doctor when I am weak. I give my all over to Yahuah and ask for healing from this debilitating disease and ask that he guides those that I entrust for medical care.

I have to see a neurosurgeon in July about scheduling surgical procedures on both my C-spine and my L-spine. Both areas are affecting my nerves and spinal cord. Scared? Yes I am, because of the possibilities of paralysis. Right now I am truly dependent on my family support for what many might take for granted; and also a walker to get around. I am looking into acquiring help for my entrance to be made handicap accessible.

As always I ask for prayers and I will continue to pray for you.

Peace and blessings to you always and forever more,

Marilyn

This explains me to a “T”

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A Little Update, and a Good Article About Auto-Immune Disease

The Professional Patient

This summer has been the summer of medical procedures and surgeries for me. Last Thursday and Friday marked my fifth and sixth minor surgeries of the summer, and since then my body appears to have gone on vacation. No matter what I ask it to do, and no matter how nicely I ask it, my body will not cooperate. I am hoping that in the next few days I will regain some ability to sleep and take care of myself and my wounds. Sometime after that I will be able to start thinking about blogging in earnest again. Expect a mid-month Real Post.

Thank you for all you bring to my life, dear readers. I appreciate that you give me your audience and support. As a thanks, I leave you with a thought-provoking article on auto-immune disease and the tale of one person’s quest to get answers and get better.

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