Trying 2 Live My Life 2 The Fullest

Each day I wake up wondering how I am going to make it through the day. And at night I wonder if it’s my last. The pain is excruciating and the guilt of what I’m putting my family through is overwhelming. But I continue to fight on. Trusting that this too will pass. I find myself reading Psalms 71 over and over again, for in my lifetime Yahuah my Elohim has proven to be my doctor when I am weak. I give my all over to Yahuah and ask for healing from this debilitating disease and ask that he guides those that I entrust for medical care.

I have to see a neurosurgeon in July about scheduling surgical procedures on both my C-spine and my L-spine. Both areas are affecting my nerves and spinal cord. Scared? Yes I am, because of the possibilities of paralysis. Right now I am truly dependent on my family support for what many might take for granted; and also a walker to get around. I am looking into acquiring help for my entrance to be made handicap accessible.

As always I ask for prayers and I will continue to pray for you.

Peace and blessings to you always and forever more,


This explains me to a “T”

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Marilyn’s Fight for Life Sarcoidosis Awareness Campaign

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Finally up and running. Our family’s United front against Sarcoidosis. We’re fighting for a cure!

My name is Marilyn McNeill and for the last 14 years has battled a debilitating disease known as Sarcoidosis. 

April is Nationally acknowledged as Sarcoidosis Awareness Month and I am hosting our very first annual Kick Sarcoidosis Balloon Release Event on April 5, 2014 at 4pm sharp in New Castle, DE. We have hopes to provide our Delaware Sarcoidosis patients and families, friends and supporters; an afternoon of food, fun and entertainment.  For more information or if you are interested in attending, email me at:

We are looking for vendors and anyone who would like to offer their services ie, massage, beauty, etc… This is in hopes to help those with Sarcoidosis to forget about their pain for just one day. Wouldn’t you like to help?